心情随笔：再说“码字”那点事儿

我自小是个不善言谈的人，参加工作之后，才有所改观，虽在陌生人面前仍放不太开，熟人面前却成了地道的话佬。即便如此，在老家人的印象中依然是那个见面不敢主动跟人打招呼的“大葫芦种”。那几年的不善言谈倒也有它的益处:那就是喜欢把自己的所思所想，用文字的方式记录下来。写写日记，写写随笔。高二时，对伙房的炊事员怨气很大，于是草成一篇讽刺意味极浓的《习惯》，刘焕军老师竟把它当作范文来读，这激起了我对写作极大的兴趣。后来的练笔也以写小杂文为主，也曾偷偷投过稿，妄想有朝一日，能有豆腐块发在某报上，但都是希望地寄出，然后是漫长等待之后的失望，但写作之梦并未因此而泯灭。再后来，高四复读时，写的一篇《忏悔》被叶金楼老师相中，用蜡纸刻版，印发给了全班的同学，当时，真有点受宠若惊。那是一篇写父亲的文章，抒发了高考的失利使自己觉着愧对父亲辛劳的一种情怀，前几年还见过写有这篇文章的随笔本，如今再想寻它亦是不能，父亲至今没读过这篇我高中时写他的习作。

I have been a bad talk since I was a child. After joining the work, I have changed. Although I still ca n’t let it go in front of strangers, it has become an authentic man in front of the acquaintance. Even so, in the impression of the old family, the "big gourd species" who did not dare to say hello to others. In the past few years, it also has its benefits: that is to record what you think and think in words. Write a diary, write essay. In the second year of high school, the cooking staff was very resentful, so Cao became a very ironic "Habits". Teacher Liu Huanjun read it as a fan, which aroused my great interest in writing. Later, the pen training was also mainly written in the writing, and I had secretly submitted the draft. I wanted to have one day of delusion. Dreams have not been annihilated. Later, in the re -reading of the seniority, a "repentance" was written by Ye Jinlou, and the wax paper was engraved to the classmates in the class. At that time, it was a bit flattered. It was an article written by my father, expressing the loss of the college entrance examination to make myself feel ashamed of my father's hard work. I have seen the essay of writing this article a few years ago. , My father has not read this work in my high school so far.

工作不同于上学，再没那么单纯，杂七杂八的烦心事，单位的、家里的，已使自己没有了写个只言片语的心绪和欲望，搁笔愈久，愈发不想重拾。斗转星移，科技发展，手机进入了寻常百姓的生活。每逢春节，拜年短信铺天盖地地袭来，但多是群发的、现成的，我对这些充满喜气味道的千篇一律的短信不敢恭维，就写了一些接地气的原创短信，发给同事同学，得到了他们的一致认可，从此，每年写一篇拜年短信，最多中秋节或教师节再加上一篇，就成了自己的原创生活的开始。

The work is different from going to school. It is not so simple, and the troubles are mixed.Doubing, development of science and technology, mobile phones have entered the lives of ordinary people.Whenever the Spring Festival, the New Year's text messages are overwhelming, but most of them are group -issued and ready -made. I dare not compliment the uniform text messages that are full of joy. I wrote some original text messages.After their unanimous recognition, since then, writing a New Year message every year, at most the Mid -Autumn Festival or Teacher's Day plus one, has become the beginning of its own original life.

儿子上大学后，我也用上了4G手机，接触了微信，加上去了乡下支教，少了伺候孩子上学的忙乱和当班主任的心烦，心里宁静了许多，这才又重拾写作，记录自己的心路里程。起初写下来，偶尔发发朋友圈，后来又申请了公众号，起了一个“景森原创”的名字，每周发一篇自己的原创文章，竟引来了不少朋友的围观，好多人还不吝点赞，这更鼓舞了我的码字勇气。我的学生董飞龙鼓励我给《诸城文学》投稿，我试着往纸刊和公众号编辑那里投递了几篇，却是杳无音信，正在我心灰意冷的时候，一封电子邮件使我眼前一亮，那是《诸城文学》公众号曲鸽老师的一封回信:“不好意思刘老师，过年一直在忙东忙西，邮箱一直没顾得打开，公众号也一直没有更新，年后紧接着又上班，各种安排……今天看到邮箱里您的这么多春节稿件，很是汗颜……赞一个，文笔优美情感细腻的有心人，我会尽快更新一期，放上您的大作!”不久之后，我的《浓浓的年味 浓浓的情》如期推出，点击量创下本公众号之最，这又重新燃起了我写作的希望。后来，同事于海波老师把我拉入了“诸城作协群”，在群中领略了很多文学前辈的风采，开阔了视野。我又斗胆尝试向好多平台投稿，好多文章陆续在《作家地带》、《一线作家》、《第五季微刊》、《重头戏》、《楼兰居》、《齐鲁文学》、《茗酒荟》、《最爱乡情》、《婺江文学》等微刊发表。在暑假中，我写了多篇亲情美食的文章，在微信共享中，无意中被《中国食品报》执行主编刘玉波老师读到，他看中了我的文笔舒畅和满满都是追忆，决定在食品报“传统好美食”栏目陆续刊载，刘老师的抬爱对我来说，无疑是知遇之恩，无以回报，惟愿写出更美的文章，才能对得起以刘老师为代表的贵人。

After my son went to college, I also used 4G mobile phones, contacted WeChat, and went to the countryside to teach. I had less time to serve the children to go to school and the annoyance of the head teacher. The heart of the heart. At first I wrote it, occasionally sending a circle of friends, and later applied for a public account, and a name "Jingsen Original" was given. He posted a weekly article every week. I don't hesitate to like it, which encourages my code of the courage. My student Dong Feilong encouraged me to contribute to "Zhucheng Literature". I tried to send a few articles to the paper publishing and public account editor, but there was no message. When I was discouraged, an e -mail made the email make the email make me I was in front of my eyes, that was a reply from Mr. Qu Pigeon, the public account of "Zhucheng Literature": "Sorry Teacher Liu, I have been busy in the New Year, the mailbox has not been opened, and the public account has not been updated. Later, I went to work again, all kinds of arrangements ... Today I saw so many Spring Festival manuscripts in the mailbox, very ashamed ... Like one, the beautiful and delicate people with beautiful emotions, I will update the period as soon as possible, put on your masterpiece as soon as possible, put on your masterpiece as soon as possible, put on your masterpiece as soon as possible, put on your masterpiece as soon as possible, put on your masterpiece as soon as possible, put on your masterpiece as soon as possible, put on your masterpiece as soon as possible, put on your masterpiece as soon as possible, put on your masterpiece ! Soon after, my "A strong Year of the Year" was launched as scheduled. The number of clicks set the most public account, which re -ignited the hope of my writing. Later, my colleague Yu Haibo pulled me into the "Zhucheng as a group", and appreciated the style of many literary predecessors in the group, and opened up his vision. I boldly tried to contribute to many platforms. Many articles successively in the "Writer's Zone", "First -line Writers", "Fifth Season Micro Issue", "Heavy Top Dot", "Loulanju", "Qilu Literature", "Jiujiuhui" , "Favorite Hometown", "Yanjiang Literature" and other micro -publications were published. In the summer vacation, I wrote a number of articles about family food. In WeChat sharing, I was unintentionally read by Mr. Liu Yubo, the editor -in -chief of the China Food News. In the "Traditional Good Food" column of the Food News, Mr. Liu's love is undoubtedly the grace of encounter to me. There is no return. I hope to write more beautiful articles in order to be worthy of the nobles represented by Teacher Liu.

我的文章的确是满满的回忆，忆童年，少年，忆老物件，忆旧趣事，老习俗，老家规， 忆牵挂的故乡和亲情。好多六七十年代出生的人，因为共鸣而特别喜欢，他们在文末纷纷留言表达阅后感受，甚至主动点赞打赏，或转发出去，与更多的人共享，在此，我就不一一写出他(她)们的名字了，我把他(她)们的好，默默记在心里，以此作为自己创作的不竭动力和源泉。

My article is indeed full of memories, remembering childhood, teenagers, recalling old objects, recalling old fun, old customs, hometown rules, remembered hometown and affection.Many people born in the 1960s and 1970s particularly liked because of resonance. They left messages at the end of the text to express their post -reading feelings, and even actively liked the reward, or forwarded them.As soon as they wrote the names of their or her, I kept the good of their or her, and silently in my heart, so as to be the inexhaustible motivation and source of their own creation.

在今后的日子里，我愿怀着一颗赤诚之心，小心地采撷着文字的缕缕清香，呈送您的面前，共同追忆那不再的童年和难回的故乡，让我们在这浮躁的世界中，浸润心灵，守住宁静。

In the future, I would like to carefully pick the texts of the text with a sincere heart, to send you in front of you, and remember the no longer childhood and the hometown of the hardships. Let us be in this impetuous world.In the middle, infiltrate the mind and keep the tranquility.