也许，未来

我是谁？我在哪？我应该去哪里？被无尽黑暗所包裹着的可怜生命，祈求上天给予一道光，让我找到一条属于我的路。

who I am?where am I?Where should I go?The poor life wrapped in endless darkness, praying for God to give a light, and let me find a way belonging to me.

猛然惊醒，入目的依旧是苍白的天花板。不知在这个世界苟延生存了多久，却依旧不适应。羸弱的身子，如同水晶玻璃一般，一触即碎。瘦弱的双腿，像两根晒干的木条，轻轻一折便支离玻碎。近乎透明的指尖，生怕下一秒就会消散，空洞的眼神，就像灵魂即将逝去。我从未出过这扇门。在这狭小的空间中，甚至没有细菌来陪伴。我尝试打开那扇美丽的小窗，可它，可它早已被死死地钉住，任凭我如何摆弄，也无法将它移动一丝一毫。即使这扇小窗为我提供了充足的阳光，可我却好像生存于无尽的黑暗之中。进过我房间的，仅有几位穿白大褂的神情冷漠的人罢了。他们为我带来必要的养分，在我身上检查一番，然后在一本封面写了“利”的大本子中写着什么。有时，他们会露出欣慰的表情，有时，却紧蹙眉头。我讨厌他们。还好，我的房间里有一面镜子。每天我最喜欢做的事情就是照镜子。镜子里的人是我唯一能聊天的生物，可是他老是不说话，还模仿我的动作。有时候这会使我很恼怒。

Suddenly woke up, and the purpose of entering was still pale ceiling. I don't know how long it has survived in this world, but still uncomfortable. The weak body is like crystal glass, and it will break when it touches. Slender legs, like two dried wooden strips, gently fold off the glass. The almost transparent fingertips are afraid that the next second will dissipate, and the empty eyes are like the soul is about to die. I have never came out of this door. In this narrow space, there are no bacteria to accompany. I tried to open the beautiful small window, but it had been nailed to death, and how I couldn't move it in the slightest. Even if this small window provides me with sufficient sunshine, I seem to live in endless darkness. Those who have entered my room, only a few people in a white coat look indifferent. They brought me necessary nutrients, checked it on me, and then wrote something in a cover of a cover. Sometimes, they show a gratifying expression, and sometimes they frown. I hate them. Fortunately, there is a mirror in my room. Every day I like the most thing to do in the mirror. The person in the mirror is the only creature I can chat, but he always doesn't speak and imitate my movement. Sometimes this will make me angry.

这苍白的房间中没有一丝丝生气，从那扇被死死钉住的小窗向外望。看见的是一条可爱的小路。两边种着些小巧的景观树，偶尔会有人背个我从未见过的东西来伤害这些树（修剪树木），不过不的不说，他来过之后小树会可爱很多。清晨，总有正值青春的少年背着书包穿着校服走向我不知道的远方。每当他们向我的小窗口望过来时，我就会飞快的躲进窗帘中。我害怕他们炽烈的眼神会将我融化。那可不适合我。我喜欢那个花开的季节，那娇艳的花，着实惹人怜爱。可那扇小窗，让我的鼻腔只能充斥着消毒水的味道。另外一条我能看见的路，是从门上的小窗口看见的。那是一条阴森森的小道，像是没有尽头的深渊。没有温暖的阳光，只有冰冷的灯光，阴森的让我不敢多看。

There was no trace of anger in this pale room, looking out from the small window that was nailed to the end.I saw a cute path.There are some small landscape trees on both sides, and occasionally someone will carry something that I have never seen to hurt these trees (trimming trees), but not to mention, he will be much cute after he has come.In the early morning, there are always young teenagers who are carrying school bags and wearing school uniforms to the distance I don't know.Whenever they looked at my small window, I quickly hid in the curtains.I am afraid that their fierce eyes will melt me.That's not suitable for me.I like the flower blooming season, the gorgeous flowers are really loving.But that small window makes my nasal cavity only fill the taste of disinfection water.Another way I can see is seen from the small window on the door.It was a gloomy trail, like abyss without the end.There is no warm sunlight, only cold lights, gloomy makes me dare not watch more.

我就好像一个木偶人，一个有情绪的木偶人，被无形的线牵着鼻子走，一支无形的笔似乎早已谱写好我的一身。我活的好不真实。我渴望丢掉这个累赘的身子，自由自在的游走。

I am like a puppet, an emotional puppet, and my nose is led by the invisible line. A invisible pen seems to have already written my body.I live well.I was eager to throw away this cumbersome body and walked freely.

我想离开，我想摆脱。我想离开。

I want to leave, I want to get rid of it.I want to leave.

纠结的情绪一下子在我身体里蔓延开来，我紧张的在窗口踱来踱去，然后我下定决心，拿起那面镜子。砸去。“嘭”那面禁锢了无数个日夜的窗碎了。那面陪伴我无数个日夜的镜子也碎了。带着青草泥土的馨香向我涌来。我贪婪的呼吸着这香甜的空气。突然，心脏收缩绞痛，我痛苦的捂着心脏，沿着墙缓缓滑下，双眼半眯，痛到没有知觉。一群白色的身影闯入，将我抱进了另一个房间。苍白的依旧。消毒水的气味在再一次包围着我。一台台机器快速的推了进来。眼皮已经抬不起来了，走了吧，这个世界已经没什么让我眷恋的了。我已经完成了我最后的愿望。最前面的人转头对后方的人说，不要慌，之前，他的身体也出现过这样的状况，这次也应该没什么问题。原来已经好几次了吗？“嘀——”当心电图终于趋于平稳。我走了。“克隆人一号‘利’死亡，死亡年龄十五岁三个月零十天，是至今存活最久的克隆人。”冰冷的声音。应该是在宣告我的死亡吧。

The tangled emotions suddenly spread in my body. I was walking around nervously, and then I made up my mind to pick up the mirror. Small. The "嘭" side was imprisoned with countless day and night windows. The mirror accompanied by countless days and nights was also broken. The fragrance with grass mud rushed to me. I greedily breathed this sweet air. Suddenly, the heart contracted the colic, and I covered my heart in pain, slowly slowly along the wall, and my eyes were half narrow, and the pain was so conscious. A group of figures broke in and hugged me into another room. The pale is still. The smell of disinfection water surrounds me again. The machine was pushed in quickly. The eyelids can no longer be lifted, let's go, there is nothing to nostalgic in this world. I have fulfilled my last wish. The person in front turned his head to the person behind, don't panic, before, his body had such a condition before, and this time there should be no problem. Has it been several times? "Well-" The electrocardiogram finally stabilized. I'm leaving. "The clone -one‘ Li ’death, the age of fifteen years and three months and ten days, is the longest survival clone." The cold voice. It should be declared my death.

呵呵，克隆人。原来我仅仅是个被复制出来的产品罢了。没有家人，没有朋友，只是一个实验的产物，一个象征技术的产物罢了。恨吗？已经麻木了吧。

Haha, clone people.It turned out that I was just a copy of it.No family, no friends, just a product of an experiment, a product of a symbolic technology.Hate?Already numb.

我终于可以走在这条路上，按照自己的心情走我的路，写我的一生。也许未来克隆技术会更加发达。也许，未来会有关于克隆的法律。但愿，不会再有向我这样被人固定了人生的人吧。

I can finally walk on this road, follow my way according to my own mood, and write my life.Perhaps the clone technology will be more developed in the future.Perhaps in the future, it will be related to cloning laws.I hope that there will be no one who is fixed to me like me.

我也有我想走的路，这条路只有我可以走出来，只有我可以画出来。夕阳舔舐着周围的一切。我将会主导自己的路吧。

I also have the way I want to go. Only I can come out in this road, only I can draw it.The sunset licked everything around.I will dominate my way.

——岑寂

—— Cen Ji

这篇文章是我在阅读了仙川环的《感染》一书而引发的思考。随着技术的发展，克隆技术已经在植物，动物中试验成功。如果存在克隆人，那么这个孩子该如何生存，又该，何去何从。

This article is the thinking that I was reading the book "Infection" in Xianchuan Ring.With the development of technology, cloning technology has been tested successfully in plants and animals.If there is a cloning person, how should this child survive, and where to go.