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临近年期，和往常一样，我们一家如期回到乡下爷爷家过年。由于爷爷是当地的村长，所以家里经常会有许多琐碎的事情要处理，这点令我心里很不开心。

Near the age, as usual, our family returned to the rural grandfather's house as scheduled to celebrate the New Year.Because Grandpa is the local village chief, there are often many trivial things to deal with at home, which makes me very unhappy.

说实话我是讨厌农村的，这些乡下人确实是十分粗俗，比如他们在拥挤的过道上撞倒你时却诡异的一笑；在聒噪的农贸市场里摊主可以为一分钱与你争论不休，这些从来都是令我所不齿的。在我眼里这里的女人就像市井的“泼妇”一样可怕，所以我一直认为他们穷，才会被乡村同化得如此不堪，而我身为一个土生土长的城里人，完全无法接受穷人的生活方式。

To be honest, I hate the countryside. These rural people are really vulgar. For example, when they hit you on a crowded aisle, they smiled strangely; in the noise farmers' market, the owner can argue with you for a penny.These have always made me unable to.The woman here in my eyes is as terrible as the "span" in the market well, so I always think that they are poor to be so unbearable by the countryside. As a native city, I can't accept the life of the poor at all.Way.

我穿过聒噪的人群，躲开唾沫横飞的摊主，提着我从乡里唯一一家蛋糕店买来的芝士蛋糕，终于回到家里。家里来了客人，一个上了年纪的老人，带着一个灰头土脸的孩子正坐在客厅和爸爸闲聊。我盯着老人的鞋子皱了一下眉头，他的鞋上沾满了泥土，沾了客厅的许多地方，而这孩子更是过分，盯着我手中的蛋糕，好像一匹饿狼，突然向我冲过来，抢走了我手里的蛋糕。老人看见我板起的脸色有点局促不安，我内心自是对此嗤之以鼻，而旁边的爸爸此刻早已洞悉了一切，他马上出面调解尴尬的气氛，对我指责一番，我默不作声，看了一眼满嘴奶油的小男孩，皱着眉头转身回到了房间。在我看来，爸爸只是扮演了一个“慈悲”的主人，对待穷人，自然是要有些怜悯的心态。

I walked through the noisy crowd, avoided the spitting stall owner, and held the only cheese cake bought from the only cake shop in the village, and finally returned home.The guests came at home, an elderly man who was sitting with a gray -faced child in the living room and chatting with his father.I stared at the old man's shoes and frowned. His shoes were covered with soil and many places in the living room. This child was too much, staring at the cake in my hand, like a hungry wolf, suddenly to meCome over and snatched the cake in my hand.The old man saw that my face was a little uneasy. I sneered at this in my heart, and the father next to me had already informed everything at this moment. He immediately came forward to mediate the embarrassing atmosphere and accused me.The little boy full of cream, frowned and turned back to the room.In my opinion, Dad is just a master of "compassion". To treat the poor, it is natural to have some compassionate mentality.

在房间我听到了他和父亲的聊天，他孙子的父母去世了，孩子今年6岁了，现在跟着他生活，今天他们的来意是找爷爷借些钱准备过年，却没想到爷爷和奶奶去旅游了，后天才会回来，所以村务暂时交给父亲处理。

In the room, I heard his chat with his father. His grandson's parents died. The child is 6 years old this year. Now he lives with him. Today, their intention is to find grandpa to borrow some money to prepare for the New Year, but I did not expect that grandpa and grandma went to travel to travel.It will return the day after tomorrow, so the village affairs are temporarily handed over to my father for treatment.

在他们还在聊天的时候，我在找我的钢笔。虽然我很不愿意这么想是那个孩子偷走了我的钢笔，但是我有充分的理由论证是他拿走了我的钢笔。一、我记得早晨走的时候我把笔放在了此刻孩子坐的位置，二、根据他刚才的表现绝对有可能会顺手将我的笔偷走。这支钢笔价值不菲，是父亲在国外带来送给我的生日礼物。我想没有人能抵挡得住这支笔的诱惑，我曾经用这支笔满足了我强大的虚荣心，因为它太漂亮了，又是从海洋的另一边来的。我一直认为穷人的品格不高，但至少应该懂得最起码的自尊自重，想到这里我再也忍不了了，转身，推门，用我认为最委婉的语调对着老人说，请让你的孙子把我的钢笔还给我。

When they were still chatting, I was looking for my pen.Although I was unwilling to think so that the child stole my pen, but I had full reason to demonstrate that he took my pen away.First, I remember when I left in the morning, I put the pen in the position of the child at this moment. Second, according to his performance, it was definitely possible to steal my pen away.This pen is very valuable and is a birthday gift from his father to me abroad.I think no one can resist the temptation of this pen. I used to satisfy my strong vanity with this pen, because it is too beautiful and comes from the other side of the ocean.I have always thought that the poor people's character is not high, but at least I should understand the minimum self -esteem. I can't bear it anymore here, turn around, push the door, and use the most euphemistic tone to tell the elderly. Please let your grandson ask your grandson.Give me back my pen.

老人一脸的惊讶，旁边的孩子有些害怕的盯着我看，穷人还真是会伪装，难道不怕自己的恶行暴露吗，这样的虚伪，令我心生厌恶。我继续出口伤人，父亲呵斥我住嘴，起身去了书房。我知道事情发展到这个地方一定会有所转折，果然，父亲从书房里拿出了我的钢笔，原来，是他用过后忘记还给我了。

The old man was surprised, and the children next to me stared at me a little scared. The poor people really pretended to be disguised. Isn't it afraid that my evil deeds were exposed? Such hypocrisy made me disgusted.I continued to hurt people, and my father scolded me to live and got up to the study.I know that things will turn to this place. Sure enough, my father took out my pen from the study. It turned out that he forgot to return it to me after use.

我知道我大错特错了，我怎么可以如此伤害一个孩子和上了年纪的老人，难道就仅仅因为他们穷，所以我就如此咄咄逼人？我真是愚蠢至极，竟然用对乡下人的偏见看待这对爷孙，那我这个城里人的高尚又在哪里，我知道此刻的我异常可笑。

I know that I was wrong. How could I hurt a child and the older old man like this? Just because they were poor, so I was so aggressive?I am really stupid, and I look at the pair of grandchildren with prejudice against the countryside. Then where is the nobleness of the people in my city, I know that I am extremely ridiculous at this moment.

正当我准备道歉的时候，老人笑了，他手里紧攥着父亲借给他的钱，千恩万谢后，牵着他的孙子，静静地离开了。我不知道我说的话对他们造成了多大的伤害，是否伤到了他的自尊，我知道我伤害了他们，看着他们单薄的背影，我突然醒悟了，很多时候像我这样自命清高的城里人，根本比不上乡下的朴实和真诚。

When I was about to apologize, the old man laughed. He held his father's money tightly in his hand. After thanking him, he held his grandson and left quietly.I don't know how much damage I said to them, and whether I hurt his self -esteem, I know I hurt them, watching their thin back, I suddenly woke up, many times like me like me, a self -dedicated city,People are not as simple and sincere as the countryside.

也许，拥挤的街道上“讽刺”的笑容只是他们不知如何表达自己的歉意而投来善意的笑容。也许，农贸市场里“斤斤计较”的摊主只是看不惯客人的得寸进尺，或是为了给贫穷的家里增添一点香油。他们有什么错呢，只是为了生活四处奔波，有时候也向往着城市的生活，渴望着走出贫穷的禁锢，而我又有什么资格来评价他们的心灵是否高尚呢？

Perhaps, the "ironic" smile on the crowded street is just a kind smile they don't know how to express their apology.Perhaps, the stall owner in the farmer's market just can't see the inch of the guests, or to add a little sesame oil to the poor home.What is wrong with them, just to live around for life, sometimes yearning for the life of the city, eager to get out of the poverty imprisonment, and what qualifications do I have to evaluate their hearts is noble?

窗外，下起了淅淅沥沥的小雨，淋湿了远去的祖孙，也淋湿了我愧疚的心。

Outside the window, there was a small rain of Lili, wet my grandchildren, and wet my guilty heart.